you.

feel free to comment.
but i won't talk to anyone about this one.


when i think about me and you,
it hurts,
but it's over now.
what happened, happened.
we both moved on,
you faster than me.
however, it's been awhile.
we're starting to become friends again.
maybe not as close as we were before,
but that's expected.
i think one day we'll get there.

i hope we stay in touch.
you're the only person who has affected me this much.
people have gotten close, my best friend included,
but never as close to you.

i sometimes hate you
because i can never stay mad at you for very long.
other times i think you're the most amazing guy.
it's hard to let you completely go.
sometimes i wonder if you ever feel the same way i do.

i know though,
that it's time to say good bye.
in a way i'm ready to leave you behind.
i now know,
that i could never fully separate myself from you,
we're too close.