Wednesday, November 5, 2008

nostalgia...

Nostalgia:
a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time.


I'm feeling a bit of that right about now. I want to go to Everett and visit all my friends. I don't know when that's going to be possible.

Looking through all my pictures, I realize how lucky I am to have met all my friends. Morgan, Kurt, Chris, Ashley, Jessica, AJ, Andy, the list goes on. They have shaped me, some more than others, into becoming the person I am right now. Without them, I probably wouldn't be here right now.

Ashley, wow. We're pretty special. Remember when you spent the night on Brendan's birthday? I think that was the time where I made those videos that I have. We stayed up so late, it was amazing. I want this back.

Kurt, I don't even know. I miss you. Things have definitely changed between us, but I'm really glad we've stayed friends. You helped me through a lot, but I think you know that already. I can't stay mad at you for a very long period of time. It's impossible, I don't know why. Whoever gets you is lucky to have you. :]

Jessica, I think you were one of the few ones who kept me sane. You're different from everyone else, but in a good way.

I have to say, I'm here for all of you even though I'm so far away. Call me if you need too. I'm constantly changing, but I'm still the Jacqueline you all know.

I can't change the fact that I've moved. If everything works out, I'll be moving next year to Bellingham. But Everett is always going to my home.
As Michael Buble sang:
"Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home"

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