whatever...

So apparently, according to someone today, I've changed a lot in the past couple of months. Both physically and emotionally. I don't feel different physically, at least, not yet. Emotionally, I do feel different. A couple of weekends ago I was told I have the symptoms of depression, but I'm not clinically depressed. I've been like this for a while, not just since we've moved.

These symptoms have gotten stronger. I can feel it. In Everett, just being around my friends helped. I could talk to someone about anything but me, and they would instantly go away. Here, it's a lot harder. It takes a lot more for me to feel happy.

I need to get out of the house more, and I'm trying. But besides youth group, I don't have a lot more I can do. I'm going to start volunteering in December, and I'm trying to get a job. I'm trying to make friends, and I'm trying very hard. I slowly am.

I have good days, and I have bad days. You can definitely tell what kind of day I'm having. I just wish I would feel more balanced.

I don't really know what this was about. I was just kind of rambling and explaining. But, to you, have I changed in the last couple of months and how?