i'm scared.

i'm scared of thunderstorms.
i'm scared of deep water.
i'm scared of what's going to happen next time i see you.
i'm scared that it's going to happen again.
i'm scared for you.
i'm scared that you're making a mistake.
i'm scared that i might like you more than a friend.
i'm scared that you won't like me.
i'm scared that things have changed between us, in a bad way.

but here's the deal,
i'm not scared that things are changing between us.
i'm excited to see you again.
i'm excited that we're going to stay in touch.
i'm happy because if things do work out between us,
i know that you're a good guy.
i know that i don't have to be scared of thunderstorms or deep water,
because someone is always with me.
i know that i have nothing to be scared of,
because if you need help,
i will always be there for you.