It happens over and over again.

I get hurt over and over again.

When is this going to end?

Only this time, something's different.

I'm saying no, over and over.

I'm not hurting anyone this time.

I don't feel guilty.

I feel disgusted.

With you, but mostly myself.

I wish I could solve this differently.

There has got to be an easier way.

There is.

I'm leaving in a couple of months.

All this will come to an end.

I'm going away.