Friday, February 26, 2010

I'm not ready.
I'm kind of scared.
I want to go back and change things.
I wish I was more sure of myself.
Do I take the harder road?
Or do I go for what's easiest?

I don't want to be compared.
I just want to be me.
I can't tell you how I really feel,
because I don't know anymore.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Another old one.

You're my sunshine on a cloudy day.
Sounds so cliche.
But it's so true.
You can make me smile
when everyone else makes me sad.
You can make me laugh
when all I want to do is cry.
You aren't always there,
but when you are,
you know the right things to say.

I can never completely let you go.
I loved you.
You know almost everything about me.
That's got to mean something, right?
I don't care if you move,
get married,
have kids...
Whatever.
I will always consider you a friend.
A part of me will always love you,
no matter how much I hate you.

Oldddd.

Day after day.
Night after night.
Trouble after trouble.
Over and over again.

But wait-
someone's watching over me.
Jesus, my king.
My Savior, my Lord,
my Love.

He will protect me
day and night.
His love is everlasting.
He watches over me,
he's always there.

Jesus I love you.
With all my heart,
with all my soul,
with all my mind.
I love you and your
everlasting love.

Oldddd.

You know me better than I do.
So please help me
believe in myself
like I believe in you.

You have the power
to change me around,
and you have the knowledge
to show me the secret.

So please help me.
Show me how.
Believe in me.
Share that confidence.
I know that I can do things
with your help.

I'm scared.
I'm scared because I believe in everyone else
more than I believe in myself.