what are you going to do when i'm gone?
because i'm going.
i'm going to college.
i'm not going to see you very often.
i'm gone.
i wish i didn't feel this way.
i wish i could say that i will come back and visit you every chance i have.
but i'm not.
everyone pushes me too much.
i would do anything to repeat these past couple of years.
i've learned a lot.
i would do anything to not feel so grown up.
i hate this.
i hate that you have so much influence on me.
i'm not going to be like any of you.
i'm different.
i'm me.
i'm going to succeed.
i'm going to fulfill my dreams.
i'm going to have a wonderful life.
you'll see.
i'm going to prove everyone wrong.
you don't know it now,
but everyone is going to miss me.
i'm not sure if i'll miss you.