I'm lost.
How do I get back?
I want to find my way back to happiness.
I feel like everyone expects me to be strong for them.
So I am.
For them.
I'm trying at least.
But how do I stay strong for myself
when it feels like no one is there?

Here's To You.

Here's to the people from my past.
Here's to the people who left a mark on my heart.
Here's to the people who made me laugh,
who held my hand,
who have seen me at my best,
who have seen me at my worst,
to the people who loved me no matter what.

I know we don't talk much anymore,
and we never hang out.
We have moved in different directions.
Who knows where we will all end up.
We're making new memories,
new stories,
new friends.

To all those people,
I just wanted to let you know
that you will always be my friend.
Anytime you need something,
let me know.
I miss you.

You.

When I'm around you,
I want to spin in circles.
You make me laugh.
You make me feel stupid.
You make me feel like it's okay to be me.

But I'm scared.
I don't know what to do.
I wish I could read your mind,
I wish you would give me a hint as to how you feel.
We could be friends forever,
and that would be amazing.
I just want to let you know how special you are.

You're up in the air.
But then something comes along.
Someone leaves, a break up, some one dies.
Hope leaves. Confidence leaves.
Hearts get broken.

At first you're lost. You're stuck.
You don't know what to do.

But then one morning you wake up.
Things are clear again.
Something is different now.
You have hope for the future.
You slowly get your confidence back.
Your heart is healed.

Of course you have your rocky days.
Days where you think about the past,
days where you miss the past and want it back.
You get moody.
You hide in a book,
you hide in yourself.

Growing.

It's just another day.
Wake up, do the same thing.
It's time to start something new.
Something needs to change.

It's just another day.
Spinning in circles.
Something needs to change.

It's a new day.
Wake up, feel happy.
Be yourself, be true.
Forget your fears, forget the past.
Something is changing.

It's a new day.
It's your lucky day.
Something is changing.

It's your day.
Wake up, ready to go.
It's your day of opportunity.
Today is the day you're finally free,
the day you finally know what you're doing.
Something has changed.

It's your day.
Take a risk.
Something has changed.

Unfinished.

I used to think you were the one who would save me.
You did, to a point.
But then I realized that I need to save myself.
So that's what I'm doing.
Saving myself.
Working through my problems,
my fears.

I'm not that strong,
but I'm going to try.
It's time for something new.
I'm not changing,
just becoming more me.

Why can't you see?

I wish you would see
When I see your smile I smile a little brighter
When I see you, or hear your voice,
my heart skips a little and I get butterflies.
You and me,
we're not perfect.
But in my eyes, you are.
I want to get to know you better.
I want to know your every quirk.
I want to be able to hang out with you.
I just wish you would see me.